lonely valentine day..........

today is 15 feb~~~~
lalalala~~
hahahaha~
2day juz a normal day,
go skul as normal,
study as normal,
laugh as normal,
nth special at all~
haiz....
half of my friends all hav prepare present 4 their flower....
all so busy runing here and there to hide the present be4 skul dismiss....
but they very c2pid lolx,
nirmala and ah ting also din care abt those present O.o
suprise huh ?


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after skul time~~~~^.<~~~~~
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after skul ,
go home sleep lar!
where else to go ^.<
sleep ar sleep.....
eh,
5.30pm jor !!
is time to go ah mao hse jor...
coz his hse hav open house party..
change dress,
nid to walk alone there =(
very far neh ><
after reach there,
all the st. john members hav reach there,
fuiiyo,
there hav 8 person,
they take bath 2 person together in the same time coz nid to save some time,
walao,
then mar can see the whole body jor ?? = =
omg....
some ppl hav come bit by bit,
deng deng deng deng~~
dinner time~
but our dinner time has became "wine time"~~
cz we hav finish 5 bottle of wine !!!!!
fuiiyo,
i think ah mao's dad also beh song us already,
hisself havent even taste it then we hav K 5 wine jor O.o
not cheap huh ^^
after drink all cant walk straight line jor =v=II
alan drink til the face like pikachu jor = =
bin hong straight sleep on the master bed room bed~~~

although a lonely valentine,
there is a extreme fun party !!
hehe~
my day~~
any comment ? ^^

Sad day ?? Fun day ??

haiz.....
although it a sad day....

i still nid to attend my father's company buffet....

think forward about it....
hav buffet eat also not bad mar ~

11am buffet but nid to go out at 9.30am =(

y my father was so scare about later to there even a single minute !?

he say he nid to arrange the sit and other thing first be4 the buffet start= =

k lolx,

juz folo wat he say,

nth i can do wat ?

but still ok lar,

this buffet restaurant still a 5 star level restaurant =)

wait til all the workers come...

business partner and bla bla bla all reached jor,

then we mar start out buffet lolx,

luckily still hav my cousin and leng zaii uncle and leng luii aunty accompany me,

if not i will boring until put my own face in the soup lolx =v=II

at here...hehe,

sushi, fish, shark fin, many thing to eat lolx,

most important is....WINE !!

hehe,

i lurve it so much man~

my wine~~

1999 year red wine~

at last,

we hav our LOU SANG~

after the buffet,

my uncle and me are sending my grandfather and grandmother back to pulau ketam,

after tat,

we hav went to mid valley and the garden ^^

my aunty was looking some shoes and shirt tat not in sale in Hong Kong,

yeah ! tat me in the GAP shop =]

while waiting for my leng luii aunty to try the shirt~~~

wah sei,

after tis then we go bac home to take some break,

there was a chap ko mei party at my house's taman,

so we go there and grab something to eat coz no food at home =P

sure lar,

the food there was not enuf for me ^^

luckily my leng zaii uncle's friends invite him go supper,

then me mar follow him go fill up my stomach lolx ^^

we go to sentul to meet them~~

wah,

my leng zaii uncle's friends some reali like hei se hui daii lou yoz = =

although their look is some bad guys look,

but they was so piece de leh~

duno is hungry or wat,

the food there was damn delicious neh~~

we hav hang up there til 1am O.o

very late nia ?

i also feel so ^.^II

so ,

tats my today

tis call sad or fun ??

still duno yet yar ^^

see ya~

my family.....juz keep boring up me....

today is the chance for me to have a job in tution centre.....
wat the...
this best chance has been destroy by my c2pid father....
BIRD HIM !!!!!
nothing to say lolx,
my family,
not no money no talk......
is no study no talk....
no study=go eat shit....
omg.....
wat the hell family i in.....
although they say tis is for my own good.......
but be4 my OWN GOOD arrive I already cacat half jor lar...... =(
i reali very tired already.........
everyday face them juz like facing the judge.....
nid use many skill to communicate with them......
if not i'm over.....KO....
lonely..........
same like zhung faye......
we in the same type of family......
facing the same family problem........
why will this kind of ppl appear in this world ??
this world not should't be a piece world ???
or the piece is just in the stage of society,
not in the family.......
very sad neh......
a person who never admit his own fault forever......
hard to communicate......
talking with him juz pulling me into the graveyard.....
putting my phone, labtop or watever else of my properties into the BBQ baker.......
is home juz for sleep and eat ??
oo...
my conclusion add one more thing....
tat is my income......
wait lolx...
wait til the age of 18....
maybe will be better life ???
or maybe worst ?
but still nid to wait patienly coz nth i can do for now......
lonely path....
walking alone......
who will know is tat a trap in front of me ?
"can i finish this path ?"
this still a mystery......

my day.....
sad day....
sad nitez........
the sky not juz dark blue colour.....
it has become fully black......
juz cant see anything......
except i can feel my tear....
falling down from my eyes....
why ??
i hav stop crying for years......
why the tear come down now........
is there any other reason.........
i dunno....
coz i now dun hav any mood to think about it....

........lonely path.....loneyly day.........
can anyone lend me a hand ?
coz i feel tat i hav fell down....
and i cant get up......
coz i already very tired and hurt badly.......
=(